Mark Kent

first ,i looked on my blog .and saw a comment OOH WOW, very very rare . i was very touched.it was on the testimonials part

You make things so clear   ,LILIANA  reply from myself. means a great deal ,means people are reading my blog .thanks

MY SECOND BOOK ,not on my blog.called OBSESSIONS,ALLERGIES,ALL SORTS.

things i say make me different.

1,having aspergers is like living in china

2.see you in my dreams

3.who is normal you or ME 

4,being a norm...ee person

5,sex is like floating in space ///NO MASK /

6,having aspergers is like being doctor who

7,there will all ways be a tomorrow..but nothing is forever

8,i never cross my fingers,but i do cross my toes

9,it is persistering it down ///meaning raining

10,all my yesterdays,are all of my todays

                                    mark

lots lots DIFFERENT BLOGS .people saying different things ....i..very often talk to some ,VERY OFTEN WE HAVE THE VERY SAME PROBLEMS

talk about them very well THEY DO please not this ,there is a very very very big but her.WHEN ..I. talk about myself being disabled having M.E/

Aspergers THESE RATS DROP ME .NOTHING TO DO WITH ME.and yet it was fine ok.for them too talk the problems they have . i even wished

them a happy christmas later a happy new year NOTHING AT ALL DID I GET BACK.these people should be ASHAMED AND DISGUSTED 

so called NORMAL PEOPLE..very often i e.mail a blog and say,,, ///// i would like to have your blog by e.mail .,having trouble .can you help me

please. VERY VERY VERY OFTEN ...NOTHING AT ALL ..NOT A REPLY ,..THEY SHOULD BE disgusted and ashamed ,,,normal people again 

i told them I DO A BLOG .often i sent them a e.mail saying HOW ARE YOU.,what are you doing.NOT A TINY TINY REPLY FROM THESE B........

feel very very Hurt by them.i so Hate normal people .if this is it .I THANK GOD THAT ..I..AM,,NOT,..Another thing here is WHEN PEOPLE WANT 

me .they get what they want like information THEN I AM DROPPED .NOTHING MORE TOO DO WITH ME....again normal people ..SO CALLED 

NORMAL PEOPLE USE THE WORD ..EMPHATHY ..against US who have Autism//Aspergers..,WHEN IT SHOULD BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND.

                                                    mark

really find it difficult and hard that ONE YEAR AGO ..today , i saw my mum off .too upset today.very very down very low.some things PEOPLE said about  my mum like ALL WAYS KNEW SHE WAS DIFFERENT FROM OTHER PEOPLE...come very close too saying some thing,one or two people

stuck there noses up at me.some PEOPLE at my mums wake said THEY WOULD KEEP IN CONTACT.///never have ,like i have said too my Dad i

have given people my address ,e.mail ,telephone details .HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO INFORM PEOPLE WHEN MY DAD GOES,people upset me a

great great deal ALL WAYS SAYING ///BUT ..NEVER DOING,.i think my mum knew she was different from most BUT AWARE OF HAVING ASPERGERS,.i would say a LITTLE AWARE ,,,.my mum had a very very very good life .LOT BETTER THAN MOST.going all over THE WORLD

i do mean all over ..i travelled fair amount with them..THEM DAYS NOBODY not myself or ANY BODY had a clue about Aspergers .Years later that 

come.i think ..my sensorys tell me that MY MUM WAS VERY VERY VERY PROUND OF ME///never ever been told this BY ANY BODY AT ALL ..NEVER,MY MUM and i in the sence of Aspergers had so very very MUCH IN COMMON..i have NOT telephoned my dad today .he will be just

as upset as i am/// when I AM UPSET i can not talk //telephone any body for A FEW DAYS.i do understand/ware MY MUM was in so mum pain 

it was beyond  ANY suffering.all pain went when heaven come ...i was so very very glad to hear when my dad said too me he plans to be 

around for at least  FIVE YEARS ...HOW EVER one question COMING HERE TO CAMBRIDGESHIRE TOO SEE HIS GRAN-CHILDREN.

big big question mark there

                                            mark

i am taking less and LESS in research.have become very very very DISAPPOINTED  like ashamed of research

1.research is NOT looking at the every day effects---ENCLUDING Puberty .Sex ,Sex education .Abuse 

2.RESEARCH has gone ALL AMERICAN ..we do not want we do not need there shit,our research we do here in ENGLAND 

is so so MUCH BETTER than theres 

3.researchers//professors need us 100 per cent //we DO NOT GET THIS BACK taking part in research

4,too me it feels like ENGLISH RESEARCH ---SOLD- OUT -- too the mon ey-mouthing americans .I AM so very very

UPSET.HURT ,REALLY REALLY F.....  OFF  about English research going American.. i just want too  STAY AWAY from 

any research for aspergers /autism.

5.i do think that people who take part in research  THE RATE PAY SHOULD GO--UP .believe me BEING PAID IS RARE 

it should be CONSIDERED .

6.there should be MEETINGS between the people who take part and the researchers///professors TALKS..CHATS 

what WE would like too see AND what THEY  would like too see,...AND ///there should be more things AVALIBLE TOO PEOPLE

WHO TAKE PART IN RESEARCH...like say Newsletters///magazines

                                    Mark

i have written A SECOND BOOK ,would like too put it on my blog. BUT AND VERY BIG BUT is,,,since i been DIAGNOSED with Carpal tunnel Syndrome  AND  Ostroarthritis PAIN IS  INSTANT every day,with my first book it was put on as it was.I AM ..UN..AWARE IF ANY BODY HAS

BEEN ABLE TOO READ IT AS IT IS..in its book format . as any body NOT been able too read my book as it is ,one thing that i am thinking of

is my second book PUTTING ...SOME..PAGES ON EACH SUBJECT I WROTE ABOUT. putting them on MY BLOG.these days just picking up

a pen INSTANT PAIN,again this PROOFS ..i.. have ..no, friends ,what a very bad joke.i will see because it all so depends on my OTHER health

Problems that i have.

MY DAD IS HOME from his holiday .

before i forget,IF ANY BODY HAS ANY TROUBLE SUBSCRIBING ...DO E.MAIL ME .TELL ME

                            mark

three interviews i was doing .TWO i had replys from ..BUT I E.MAILED THEM BACK AND ASKED THEM MORE QUESTIONS 

No ,reply yet .i could do the replys i got.BUT i like too do them together. the third interview i sent them questions BEFORE christmas

NO REPLY .so this one is a question mark.

when you have Aspergers LONELINESS is a very very different kind.GETTING LOT WORSOR FOR MYSELF ./////Normal people make it this way

if any think I THANK GOD THAT I AM...NOT...Normal. i would be very ASHAMED ,very dISGUSTED ,THE WAY DISABILITY is treated by NORMAL 

PEOPLE....i.. have ..no..friends ,because of Normal PEOPLE ...my wife has ..NO..friends because of NORMAL PEOPLE.,,People use us too get

things that THEY WANT then DROP US .HAVE NOTHING ELSE TOO DO WITH US AT ALL...only things that keep my wife Tabitha and i going is

our Children.EVEN OUR CHILDREN ARE STARTING TOO SEE HOW PEOPLE TREAT US crap//rubbish town,PEOPLE HAVE EVEN SAID 

We should NOT be Seen ,We should NOT be heard ,this is //NORMAL PEOPLE..even CLOSE ,,FAMILY DO THIS ..far too CLOSE..I so Hate //so 

Detest,

my Dad is back from his holiday so will be talking soon.if i do not get replys soon from two interviews i did THEN I WILL WRITE WHAT I GOT ON 

MY BLOG,

                                     mark

HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO ONE AND ALL .

Christmas never easy in our house Tabithas parents IN-LAWS FROM HELL all ways corsing trouble .few days before christmas Tabithas Father 

walked in SAID TOO TABITHA ..YOU..ARE A IDIOT ..STUPID, snatched paper from Tabitha ..TABITHA IS EXSPECTING .I said few words too him .

HE DID NOT LIKE AT ALL,.then christmas Day BOTH tabithas parents come in said too Tabitha ,,..WHEN THAT BABY IS BORN I WILL HAVE 

JASON AND ISABELLA..I..WANT MONEY FOR THEM BOTH...BUT, I AM..NOT..HAVING LEWIS ..HE..HAS AUTISM//Aspergers ..I HAD TOO BE 

PULLED AWAY FROM THE TWO BAS......,how twisted haw SICK of MISS PIGGY .and SHE TEACHES CHILDREN,as MRS HITLER left she said

too Tabitha ,YOU SHOULD BE THANK FULL ..I.. HAVE ANY THING TO DO WITH YOU,.i was SO WISHING TO PUT MY HANDS AROUND HER 

NECK, Tabitha really does ..NOT ..need any of that//this ,.HER OWN MOTHER//FATHER ..Crimminals are TREATED A LOT LOT BETTER.

Tabithas OWN MOTHER goes around Diagnosing PEOPLE with Asperger Syndrome WHEN I THINK ..SHE ..HAS ASPERGER SYNDROME 

only a lot lot more SEVER //WORSOR than what MOST PEOPLE HAVE ASPERGERS..Tabitha can NOT even speak to HER OWN mother

with out HER MOTHER FYING OFF THE HANDLE //Nasty //Horrible ..NO ..Mother at all .//NO -IN-LAW ,AT ALL.too call HER OWN DAUGHTER

A BITCH .MENTAL,USELESS ...very very very Sick/Twisted Miss Piggy.

                              Mark

People upset me and tabitha a great great deal.even more so HER OWN PARENTS.Tabithas father come in the other day

then CALLED Tabitha HIS OWN DAUGHTER ...,,USELESS, A IDIOT ,what sort of father would say that.TABITHA IS ESPECTING OUR

BABY AS WELL.then christmas day BOTH tabithas parents come in SAID TOO TABITHA WHEN YOU HAVE THAT BABY WE WILL HAVE 

JASON AND ISABELLA ..,BUT ,WE ARE N OT HAVING LEWIS .because he has Aspergers.how UNKIND .VERY CRUEL .BAST.....i so so 

HATE THEM  .they BOTH TREAT ME //MY FAMILY LIKE CRIMMINALS nobody would EXSPECT THIS FROM FAMILY .but then IN-LAWS ARE

FROM HELL ITS SELF.myself and tabitha get treated bad enough from OTHER PEOPLE .lot these IDIOTS think you can catch autism by

just standing next to a person WHO HAS IT.these people they have OUR TELEPHONE NUMBER.E.MAIL,ADDRESS .we are NOT allowed 

theirs .THEY DO NOT EVEN OFFER,..we do NOT have one friend between us. NOT ONE PERSON ASKS TABITHA OUT LIKE SAY MEET

in town or go around theres ,NORMAL PEOPLE SHOULD BE ASHAMED DISGUSTED AT THEM SELFS.my WIFE Tabitha is a lot lot lot

more Normal than what MOST PEOPLE ARE.

                      mark

these i have a LOT OF,take there turns on me,all are diagnosed .

Emetophobia .

full of stress and anxiety .panic attacts. happens often in ONE DAY .one thing i am findind is when i am

being sick FINDING IT MORE DIFFICULT TOO TRY TO STOP.IT IS NOT JUST FEELING sick.YOU are sick

and it is A LOT SICK,when i am being sick .I SO DETEST come very close too having FULL MELT DOWN

scarey fearful SEEING SICK.as i am getting older effecting me more and more.it is very draining.what i do look

forward to  is when being sick is OVER until ,UNTIL few hours  later when i am being sick again.often it is A LOT

SICK..WHO ELSE has this how do they cope what do they do.what helps them.this problem is FEAR OF BEING SICK

trichotillomania 

skin picking//pulling hair.

effecting me more and more.WHO ELSE has this.how do they cope.what do they do.what helps,often i am UNWARE I

AM DOING THIS.until  there is pain .skin pulled off/hair,cracked skin all over.;picking skin is ANY WARE on the body.pulling

hair is ANY WARE ON THE BODY.scary //frightening.

                                    mark

for a long time I was thinking of myself as Asexual .STILL DO A FEW TIMES.i think that people who are Asexual are very very quiet and very

very peaceful.LOT MORE THAN MOST,people who are Asexual are very attracted TOO THEM SELFS AND very very often SAME -SEX like

two ladies=two men,during the past say two years BLOGS about Asexuals have SHOT UP .a few I am very very IMPRESSED WITH..i think that

people who are Asexual are as high as 99 PERCENT EFFECTED BY SENSORY ISSUES ///Autism//Aspergers...a great great deal in common.

every time i hug//touch instant pain .I AM NOT IN PAIN..all ways I HAVE TAKEN NO NOTICE.I LOVE TO have hugs they keep me going a great 

deal.WOULD BE LOST A LOT WITHOUT A FEW HUGS A DAY.,i have NOT heard of any research into people who are ASEXUAL..very rare 

subject.i think all so being Asexual corses a lot MELTDOWNS.just like Aspergers corses a lot Meltdowns.being Asexual is all so being very 

SECRETIF ,it is a sort of COMING OUT..i wonder what people have got too say ABOUT WHAT I AM SAYING//TALKING ABOUT,if bothered me

for a long time.but then how can a person like enjoy HUGS,KISSES ,CUDDLES,touch/feel//,sex,AND STILL BE ASEXUAL.

                           mark