chat,sunday 7th June
| Posted on June 7, 2020 at 2:10 AM |
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lot people are aware i have M.E
well the other month i was all so Diagnosed with ,FIBROMYALGIA .. i have told only a few people .i could not get up out of the chair when i was
told.THINK IT WAS SHOCK..it is my birthday this friday 12 .will be 58 years old .WHAT A ..UNKIND ..Birthday to be given .THERE IS MORE
SAD NEWS ...I HAVE NOT TOLD ANY BODY .at the hospital appointment i was told MY LEFT SIDE HAS GREAT DEAL PAIN .FOR PAIN IT
IS ON THE ,T.SCALE OF .10. from my Hip .was told can GIVE WAY ANY TIME ..like next week...next month .I AM ON NEW TABLETS
Pain is so much .standing up .sitting down .I WANT TOO SCREAM LIKE NEVER BEFORE.people never see the every day effects
useing a walking stick like more .dizzy Nausea A LOT MORE .Tablets new i am taking every day ONE .then another Tablet ONCE A WEEK
Feeling SO Sad .PAIN over takes me MOST DAYS
mark
chat.sunday 5th April 020
| Posted on April 5, 2020 at 2:45 AM |
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two walking sticks i got .pain very very sharp
ibs.very over Shitty .Hayfever .very over Snotty ,.carpol tunnel syndrome pain sharp..m.e pain a lot worsor
i am a very Hated .Disliked person. all ways asking how other people are .NEVER get that back Laughed at .Talked about
Never asked how i am.what i am doing .need any help.MIRACLES happen RARELY .think i would FAINT if i was asked it is that RARE
it is LOCK DOWN Here ..Nightmares of the Abuse been Worsor .Both my bladder and bowels Accidents HIGH .,
mornings sun shinning very bright ALLWAYS starts Hayfever off ,very Runny ..my Body and People are a COMPLETE DISASTER
AND A TOTAL LET DOWN..Shame.Disgrace .Failor ,have i missed any thing out.
Mark
Bodyissues,NUDE/NAKED.tues17th.march.020
| Posted on March 17, 2020 at 5:50 AM |
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i ADORE being nude /naked very very much EVEN MORE SO BEING DISABLED .. ther is NOTHING around for ANY Disability
being nude /naked WHY BECAUSE OUR BODIES ARE ..DIFFERENT..for myself because i have Aspergers and M.E .being nude/naked
HELPS A GREAT GREAT DEAL .. Anxiety .Panic Attacts ..Melt downs SENSORY ISSUES and Migraines have SLOWED DOWN
HAPPENING A LOT ...LESS.. my body feels SO MUCH BETTER after being nude/naked HELPS me understand be aware of/about
my body VERY VERY DIFFICULT having Aspergers .. People have seen me YES made fun made very bad REMARKS ..really do not
care ..not bothered ..this is what i call a great great deal ..MY TIME , at least A HOUR EACH DAY ..few times i do have Longer ,THIS
IS HEAVEN when i have longer .i so look forward to being nude/naked EACH DAY it keeps me going .YES . i have Bladder /Bowel
Accidents .NOT BOTHERED ,REALLY DO NOT CARE ..i am so HAPPY /PLEASED when i am NAKED /NUDE ..in many many
DIFFERENT WAYS ,it has HELPED ME ..i lot lot more DISABLED PEOPLE SHOULD TRY /DO THIS ..
Mark
thingsi do/things i say .monday9thmarch.020
| Posted on March 9, 2020 at 6:05 AM |
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there will all ways be a tomorrow .BUT nothing is for ever
all ways think of TODAY ..not yesterday not tomorrow .will help a lot with Anxiety ..melt downs
be NAKED /NUDE as much as POSSIBLE .i enjoy this SO MUCH . even more so BEING Disabled because OUR BODIES
ARE SO CALLED ..DIFFERENT ..
go find /seek YOUR sexuality /sex education even more so being Disabled our BODIES are very very DIFFERENT
Draw /Paint YOURSELF Nude/Naked AGAIN even more so BECAUSE our BODIES are very very DIFFERENT
i will see you IN MY DREAMS
mark
chat .thursday 5th march . 020
| Posted on March 5, 2020 at 4:00 AM |
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YESTERDAY i come CLOSE to Collapse /passing out with the AMONT OF PAIN . people never see the every day EFFECTS
i am NOT on Linkedin any more .EVERY THERE WAS DELETED
been thinking great deal of DELETING me on Twitter AND ON THIS ,BLOG .mite be BECAUSE pain i am in Daily
got a list of Hospital Appointments coming up .days ware i can hardly stand up straight .on my last Hospital Appointment
i was told they can NOT ..NOT do any Massage BECAUSE of the AMOUNT OF PAIN THAT I AM IN .
at least they could SEE THIS . I FEEL a Disgrace .. i am Disabled i CAN NOT WORK . and i am becoming great great deal
MORE DISABLED
mark
NEWS Monday 17 th Febu 2020
| Posted on February 17, 2020 at 4:45 AM |
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BOOK HAS BEEN PUBLISHED ..i am co-Author any body interested in Disabilty
Direct Link
https;//www.igi-global.com/book/cases-teaching-sexuality-education-individuals/239396
this is on Linkedin ..BUT ALL SO I HAVE WROTE that from this wednesday 19th .I WILL NO LONGER BE ON Linkedin
EVERY THING WILL BE ,DELETED ..not NOT BE ON THERE
mark
chat.monday 27 th janu 020
| Posted on January 27, 2020 at 5:10 AM |
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i am not in a wheel chair yet .BUT COMING CLOSE TOO IT . Pain all over .been on floor few times FALLEN .i am Wetting myself MORE
than it happens .feeling MORE Nausea than it happens .my OWN Body is getting a COMPLETE Failor .DOES THAT ANY WAY ..my Hayfever
MORE Snotty than it happens .Legs been giving way .i sit down a lot lot SOONER than what i do too Stand Up ..there is NO gooid news
even if i could DO WITH SOME ..i have had a few e.mails .NOT BEEN ABLE TOO REPLY TO ANY .,no news of the book .My Sensories tell
me there is some thing may be More but Some thing i am NOT going to like about this book .WE WILL WAIT AND SEE ..i am never that
far off
christmas was even more up set i sent people e.mails saying happy Christmas but got some replys fair enough there was at least TWO I DID NOT
GET ..they should be Ashamed of THEM SELFS ..they want people too understand be aware of THEIR HEALTH ISSUES
mark
chat.tuesday 21 janu . 020
| Posted on January 21, 2020 at 4:40 AM |
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was given BAD news at the hospital appointment yesterday .will have BIG IMPACT ver bad impack on my life .spealist said more than likely
i will need a Operation . i am not saying any thing else .,TOO UPSET ..it is bad enough being disabled .only being able to do few things
the MORE THAN DISABLED it gets less and less able-ness .since christmas i have been in a GREAT DEAL MORE PAIN than any thing
NO-News yet of when this book i will be co=Author of will be published yet ..I COULD DO WITH SOME GOOD NEWS ..really could
see you each/all in my dreams ... Mark
Incontinence,thursday16th.janu.020
| Posted on January 16, 2020 at 5:30 AM |
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BODY ISSUES..Bladder/Bowel Problems
I,Have Aspergers ..M.e.IBS..as a child i was Abused ALL THESE VERY VERY COMMON WITH Bladder/Bowel problems .I HAVE BOTH..i am
NOT Afraid too say or talk about them.they are very REAL no way a Fetish .i am aware some people do,.i go to the toilet like any body else does
NEVER BEEN ABLE TOO GO ..EVERY BODY HAS Urine ..Shit ..Snot come out of them .for some like my self and otheres .WE ARE UN-AWARE
UN-ABLE NO.-CONTROL AT ALL ..we are NOT to blame for this .People have called me Piss Pot ..Wet-Bedder .Nappy Wearer .THEY SHOULD
BE ASHAMED .what if this happened to THEM ,i Wet .I Shit MYSELF OVER Five Times a DAY very HEAVY FLOODS as well ..I WEAR ADULT
NAPPIES ..tryed all sorts of other things like leg bags .drainage bags .different TYPES/ DESIGNS OF Nappies .ones i have i am very happy with
go right around the Bum too close to the Tummy . what they could do with is BE WIDER A BIT between the Legs .as for a man there Willy /Penis
MOVES ABOUT .all so think in ADULT NAPPIES A . TUMMY BELT should be put in give EXTRA Support being Adults it does get very very
HEAVY WET AND SO VERY ..SHITTY ..,and it can be very SORE AND PAINFUL .a few times even find it SCAREY .
this monday 20th Hospital .so UNFAIR
see each/all in my dreams
Mark
chat.thursday 16 th janu.020
| Posted on January 16, 2020 at 4:15 AM |
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yesterday went too town with my wonderful WIFE .in constant pain .a few times i nearly ened up on the PAVEMENT .would found it so
difficult too get up had i fallen, come close too ..people was stairing SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF THEM SELFS ..if i went around with a BUCKET
it would not help NEVER offer Help .what people do do is call me Snot Box or Snot Face .it has been FLOODING out .very very RUNNY .think
it is WORST being Snotty Nosed has been ,.wondering if has any thing do with NEW Tablets i am on . i am alll ways 12 months year Snotty
but NOT as bad as this down my cheeks .lips .mouth .. so draining .on top PAIN .i am so very very NOT ..NOT..looking forward too this monday
Hospital Appoint ment .EXSPECTING MORE BAD NEWS ..Panic Alert .. any body take my place there is NO -WAY I should be in this AMOUNT
OF PAIN . goes all over .back neck .i sit down ok .but TRYING TO STAND UP ./.HELP Pain instant SHARP as well ..i feel like a good cry going to
Happen .does help ME a great great deal
no ,news yet of when this book mite be published
see you each and all in my dreams
mark
