Mark Kent

this weekend very very upsetting,sooner or later i will be in floods of tears.it would have been my mums birthday sunday .she passed away

27 th dec .013 last year,my dad is getting by .he has been dateing.i can see it was for the best .in great deal pain most days .BUT IT DOES NOT 

help even a little.when i went to my mums ceremony lot people there what hit me most of al was when the certains was drawn .i burst in to tears

when those certains closed it was my mum was no longer here.come cllose to collapeing .people who are aware of me like aunties.uncles

family .because i am disabled have been exspecting me to have lot lot meltdowns or nervous break down.BUT WAIT a cockin pickin min

here .this is me .i am very different,one thing that keeps me going is keeping in contact with people like say my gran she passed away about

7 years ago .two weeks before that i went too see her.MY MUM about 3 weeks before she passed away i went too see her.if it was not  for these

i would be having melt downs.break downs.PEOPLE say about my mum SHE WAS DIFFERENT FROM OTHER PEOPLE  .like saying she had

Aspergers I THINK SO and my dad does. i think my mum was A LITTLE AWARE OF THIS. she was UN..DIAGNOSED..when people see ME 

and they have seen my mum PEOPLE SAY ..I...AM A CLONE OF MY MUM.my wife Tabitha has said this to me.considering my mum HAD 

ASPERGERS very very good life .she had some falls just got lot lot worsor.my dad and i get on say a lot better than we used to .in contact most

days .i think one thing that has made a great deal diiference is my dad is MORE AWARE//CAN TALK ABOUT AUTISM//ASPERGERS .he has even

written about it ON HIS BLOG..http://www.magics-note book.com.

my mum all ways reminds me of this song from the 70,s   neal read  .mother of mine

for you mum.see you in my dreams

                                                                  mark