Mark Kent

few things about having aspergers I REGRET VERY VERY MUCH

1,Lonelyness,, i, have my own family BUT as i am getting OLDER .the more i am feeling a VERY DIFFERENT LONELY ..Anxiety lot lot more

2,Friends ..NOT ,having one friend ..I DO MEAN ONE FRIEND.,few weeks ago i was in hospital .I MADE A FRIEND FOR A FEW DAYS.,before

i left i gave Her my e.mail .,She said too me YES,I WOULD LIKE TOO KEEP IN CONTACT .,been SO looking FORWARD too it .THAT IT HAS

GIVEN ME...MELT DOWNS,.not even a happy christmas ..or card ,i, gave her one.I WOULD MUch  RATHER ..PEOPLE ,be honest with me 

and say ..NO THEY DONT WANT TOO,.in janu NEXT YEAR 10TH i got a hospital appointment BECAUSE OF MY STAY .i, am finding it very

very DIFFICULT too keep.NO, FRIEND TOO GO WITH ..on my complete OWN.,.having Aspergers SO CALLED NORMAL PEOPLE HAVE

MADE ME A COMPLETE ...OUTCAST,, FRIENDS.FRIENDSHIP[ ..it is very very difficult ..,EVERY BODY HAS FRIENDS .,normal people  should

be a lot lot more AWARENESS how Aspergers and friends is very very Difficult .,since coming OUT of Hospital Meltdowns ..Anxiety been doing

a lot DAMAGE TOO ME,.i do try NOT to take any notice some times does NO good.,i do so WISH the Nurse had been HONEST WITH ME ..would

saved me a lot upsets..Anxiety..Meltdowns..NOT. even a Happy Christmas..,

                      mark