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Posted on June 19, 2019 at 6:20 AM

there is Assault ..Rape ..but there is nothing worsor than child sexual abuse  .,PAIN UNLIKE ANY OTHER  .over thirty five years age .I STILL FEEL 

THAT SUCH SHARP PAIN ..this is CHILDREN ..who should NEVER  see do  any sexuality/sex.., I , was BROKEN INTO  .screaming PAIN  .i was

Entered INTO   .bleeding down my legs  VOMITING .. slapped hard on the bare BUM  .pHOTOS taken  .scares there for LIFE  .the only sex 

education i have ever had . TIED UP ..ky jelly all over ..crying TEARS OF HEAVY SNOT  most days ..wetting //shitting MYSELF  was forced to 

STAY LIKE IT .People have not got a clue  how dangerous destroyiny  child sexual abuse is .i was FORCED TOO DO THINGS TO LADIES AND 

MEN  even as a adult some these i would NOT think /dream of doing  too ANYBODY ..I THINK THAT FOR CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE  there should 

be ...Castration .OPERATION  or bring hanging back ....,,i have m.e . BOTH Bladder /Bowel problems ..nightmares /flashbacks MOST DAYS 

Panic Attacts  .migraines ware i am Vomiting until i nearly pass out .people never see MY PAIN MY SUFFERING  NEVER ASK .NEVER SEE 

THE EVERY DAY EFFECTS ,the every day HURT ..what PEOPLE ARE with there views/judgements is very Snotty Nosed .this is one thing why 

i did a story in a bAuthors book about Sexual Abuse..today i hope i am Upsetting Shocking people .HOW upsetting do people think it is how 

shocking for OTHER PEOPLE /MYSELF WHO HAVE BEEN ABUSED ..the Shame.Disgust hate our Bodies ..blaming OUR SELFS ..when the 

ADULTS who Abuse  are STRONGER .FASTER .THREATENING POWERFUL ..most all they are Adults .COMPARED TOO  CHILDREN 

i forever found it confusing un-aware  how one of my abusers had Pubic Hair the other had NO Pubic HAIR  .EFECTED ME FOR A LOT YEARS 

EVEN TO-DAY .,                                     MARK

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Reply Jessica
8:30 PM on June 27, 2019 
Wow, I'm so sorry you went through this, I can't even imagine the pain and emotional trauma you've gone through.
It makes my nauseous just to think about and, I believe, this is part of the reason it's not openly spoken of very often.
I also agree that child sexual abusers should be castrated.

I read a little further in your blog and it looks like you've come a long way, despite everything you've been through, including your health issues, it's amazing.
Wishing you and your family the best of luck in all you do.