Mark Kent

before i talk about this . had few FALLS . CRASH   .constant Pain  .if i go too slow Pain goes Hyper .turn a corner Pain  SHARPENS 

Down  BOTH Legs/sides  often my toes/feet i can hardly FEEL ..Wheel Chairs coming too get me .I AM DREADING . STANDING  UP

Bending over Making me really Angry .what a COMPLETE Disater/Failor ..if one thing HELPS ME .it is too have a GOOD Cry  .a Runny Snotty 

Nose down my Cheeks  .VERY OFTEN  .i can NOT sit for that long before Pain INTERFEARS 

THUNDER/LIGHTENING  

have ALL WAYS EFFECECTED  ME VERY BADLY   ..SENORIES  ..

Bladder AND bowels .i do LEAK more than any other time Diarrehea  more RUNNY PAINFUL . Very very Soaked WET SHITTY NAPPIES  

Even more so  Thundering .Lightening 

Sexual Abuse  when there is Thundering/Lightening is a lot lot Worse .I WANT TOO VOMIT ALL OVER ..only time  i ever felt SAVE  is when i have 

VOMITED . this is on top of having a BIG FEAR OF Vomiting BUT   i do FEEL soo much BETTER  AFTER I HAVE Vomited . it  DEPENDS ON 

HOW BAD I AM ..IF I AM not  THAT  BAD THEN ..MOSTLY  what HELPS   is having a very good Runny Snotty  Nose DOWN  my Cheeks 

i had a e.mail very RECENTLY  and that person said to me .just been on your Blog .WHY  DO PEOPLE..NOT ..TALK LIKE YOU DO 

Thank You for  that

                                      Mark. see you in my dreams .how ever far i can make it