Mark Kent

very very UNAWARE  how much more i can take of the Pain  BEFORE aAmbulance is called  ..it is taking a great  deal OUT  of ME  

all i am getting from the hospital is  MAZE OF FORMS TO FILL IN .every week this is ..very low very down ..the  Past three  days have  been

TOTAL HELL .Pain  has  GONE TREBLE  .what a DISASTER I AM .. BECAUSE  i have BOTH Bladder and Bowel problems  I HAVE BEEN 

VERY .EXTRA WET ,SHITTY  .been needing HELP there .if i bend over I AM ON THE FLOOR ..very very UN happy very SAD   i am 

I AM ALIVE  in the Hospital forms one of the Questions that was ASKED   was .WOULD I /HAVE I TRED  to Take my Own Life  ....

Because of PAIN ..,, MY REPLY  ..NO ..AND  THAT IS ,100  PER CENT  .. 

just sad upset  down  .the SLIGHTEST  thing i do .stand up .turn  walk aroun  PAIN  GOES TO EXSTREME .i would say  in the Post 

Today OR tomorrow  will be MORE FORMS  to FILL IN  from the Hospital .feeling  very HURT DAMAGED ,i can NOT   see  feel  even 

a tiny thing to Laugh  be funny .i am being woken up in the Night  .TWICE EVERY NIGHT ..PAIN ,, starts in my TOES 

See You in My Dreams  , Mark